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Its as if time has stopped. Yesterday, almost seemed impossible. The feeling ion my stomach, the look in their eyes. I was so out of place. Distant and scary eyes kept burning into me.

That is the life we lead as Blacks. Feared, hated, people cower at your feet as though you were some God. The best I could do was move as fast as possible and not get more stares.

The Life of a Black is laced with Gold as much spikes.

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08:49 pm 8/23/07 Leave a comment	truestpure OOC Post Life is going a little crazy, but i am sure I will find something. Anything is possible. And by the way to all who read this: COLLEGE IS AWESOME!!


10:51 pm 2/9/07 16 comments Leave a comment	truestpure a reply I am so sorry!!! My computer died on me!! cries in hiysteria Okay I'm better. So until everything works out the way I need it to, I won't be on... I WILL TRY TO BE AROUND MORE!!! Don't Die!!

03:10 pm
11/27/06

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Isn't it Obvious?

December 26

Narcissa looked back into her room. Though Christmas was over, school was yet to be open again. She was suppose to be getting ready to host the Black Family New year's Party. At this moment all she wanted was to be back at school this was her last year, and she was going to miss everyone.

"Miss Black..." one of her maids called. Narciss turned around. She had a letter in her hand. "Its from Mr. Malfoy."

"Burn it please. I want nothign more to do with him..." The maid left. Narcissa laughed to ehrself for a moment. There was no more games. She wanted no more. She wanted out. She was waiting for her own owl to return. She was looking for somewhere else to be.

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08:45 am
5/17/06

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I'm unsure of what is going on now. Lucius said one thing, Sirius is pissed. ~~Not that he doesn't have the right to be~~ I'm so upset. Its not fair.

Mother sent word that if I hadn't have chosen Lucius, Sirius and mine previous engament would have been back on. Its so hard to know what they are thinking. Regulus has been there for me for such a long time. I feel so horrid. I am so confused again.

Atleast I have this to say, if Lucius ever lays a hand on me, no power on Earth can save him.

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cold

10:05 am
5/12/06

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Sirius and Lucius

Everyth9ing is going wrong. this is not what i had planned for my life. Of Sirius, I wish you could see how much you really do mean to me. i miss you right now, and I need your help. Why is it that you aren't here?

Lucius is so angry that he's going to try and kill you. Oh Sirius, please, be careful.

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depressed

09:17 am
5/10/06

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Wedding break-up

From how things are going, I may not stay with Lucius. I have the feeling of leaving him behind. I do not want to stay with him. I want what makes me happy. Even if I do not know what that is. Things are going well now with the family. I have to keep my cool over it.

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confused

09:32 am
4/27/06

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Family problems

Its not that I don't mean to, but Reg has been getting a little cocky. I know I'm bad at showing my feelings, but I am worried. I don't want to see my family fall apart. I am a Black. I am a very Proud Black.

Maybe I'm just being silly. Be safe, Reg...That's all I ask.

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